I haven’t posted in a while

I failed the evaluation, 3 times. Im disappointed, but also glad that it isnt easy. I would have taken all that Ive learned for granted if I just started winning and being consistent in a few weeks. Right now, I have not bought another evaluation, which are $99 each time I want to start again. I took Friday off to not trade. I just watched videos and training.

With Trade Day, they have a month to month subscription that I have to pay to have an account. I think I’ll need to step back from paying them until I can prove that my trading is profitable and consistent. Its a battle, and its hard, and it against my own thoughts and emotions.

I don’t want to give up. I feel like I need to harden my emotions a bit. One of my prior posts talked about taking the loss, and I need to know how to do that, and accept the emotion that comes with it. Ive seen this book come up in training before called, The Best Loser, and I think that applies to the learning process of trading. I don’t want to become a robot, emotions give me intuition and wisdom.